Rabu, 20 Oktober 2010

being nerd

saya nerd sodara-sodara, sejak minggu ini saya memutuskan untuk lari dari segala aktifitas dan kegilaan2 saya untuk kembali ke kehidupan nyata sebagai pelajar yang baik dan bener, PROJECT AND EXAM HUNTING me,, hiks,, tapi sejak tadi pagi, i love being nerd, sepertinya saya mulai enjoy nih, harah,,, mati lu Jes.
haha.

kemaren denger cerita seorang cowo tentang perkenalan dia dengan seorang cewe, jujur aja saya sedih banget denger nya, saya merasa walaupun itu cowo ga maksud apa2 tapi somehow dia terlalu ngeremehin cewe dan cuma mandang mukanya doank, HELOW BOYS, WE GOT A BIG HEART TOOOO,, hiks, sedih dan makin ga percaya ma cowo, ternyata most of them sama, ngeliat dari tampangnya dulu, baru diliat baik to ga, kenapa ga liat dari baik nya dulu baru ngeliat tampang..
well, manusiawi sih, tapi ga juga kita ngejelekin orang yang secara fisik jelek, kita kan juga bukan orang sempurna yang toh pasti punya kekurangan.

HOLIDAY, coming soon, was really exited, gonna go to Bali sama temen SD coba, bahas di group aja udah seneng setengah mati setengah idup, oh my God, thank you for your bless.

Mood saya beberapa hari lalu sampe kemaren paarahhhhhh, ga tau kenapa sampe kemaren nagis ga jelas coba, bhkan saya ga bisa define tangis sedih to bahagia, yang pasti sekarang saya lega dan mood saya recovery. =) Thanks God.

Majalah tadi pagi masuk percetakan, asikkkkk,,, well done ko adi n Ed, exited nih menyambut peluncuran di ICYO nite.

ICYO nite coming soon, asikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, pasti seru loh, =)

love,

njes

ps: mau balik belajar lagi ahhh

3 komentar:

Winda Carmelita mengatakan...

jessicaaaaaaaa, i miss you!

Anonim mengatakan...

humm...good for u if recovered ur mood..I guess bit late, do I?lol..

well..I just want to give u some words, whatever what happened and what u heard bout man, dont decide something so fast, not every man like that coz some girls do that.
don't brought ur past with present too much kay. it wont make u move forward. well..I wasn't trying to offend u, it's my opinion anyway.
oyeah, one thing, dont keep ur feeling when u sad or something, let some people u believed know it especially people surround u. it will make u much much better kay.
Wish u luck and may god bless u!
:-D

Jessica Halim mengatakan...

@Winda: haloooo win.. miss u too...

@ anonim: thanks for your words. it does help..hehe..
people surround me already pushed me to tell them..
er.. about man, I'm trying to think positive, but there are always smth breakdown my positive thinking even i havent finished recovery.. thanks anyway..